tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-238298792011-04-21T17:31:06.355-07:00luving some1 doesn't mean tat u muz possess her...luving a person mean tat u will let the gal find her happiness even her happiness is not u...bear it...protecting N luving the gal in the dark will be veri painful tat no normal man can beardeathknighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03219302148854689821noreply@blogger.comBlogger131100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23829879.post-1144243033892855372006-04-05T06:03:00.001-07:002006-04-05T06:17:16.110-07:00arhzzzzz...i m bak wif great fury in my heart...my gal's new stead kept my b'dae gift from her..den i ask zhi yong to ask him ware is the gift...den he say c his mood...tml i confront the guy myself but i dun noe wat i will do...try not to hurt him nut when times come i will...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/23829879-114424303389285537?l=slient-luver.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>deathknighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03219302148854689821noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23829879.post-1144243020242684352006-04-05T06:03:00.000-07:002006-04-05T06:17:10.970-07:00arhzzzzz...i m bak wif great fury in my heart...my gal's new stead kept my b'dae gift from her..den i ask zhi yong to ask him ware is the gift...den he say c his mood...tml i confront the guy myself but i dun noe wat i will do...try not to hurt him nut when times come i will...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/23829879-114424302024268435?l=slient-luver.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>deathknighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03219302148854689821noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23829879.post-1143640732254172002006-03-29T05:48:00.000-08:002006-03-29T05:58:52.283-08:00haiz...todae "ponten " again tis month "ponten" more them 5 times liao...actually dun intent to "ponten" 1...but wake up late den late 4 sch liao...den den carmen yesterdae got ask mi wan to "ponten" anot...den "ponten" wif her lo...haiz... tml ms ho sure nag at mi 1...cos i "ponten"alot of time liao den she ask mi not to "ponten" liao...nvm la..dun care le tink too much get old faster...hehez...<br /><br />todae oso veri sad cos found out tat my EX-GAL got new stead liao...todae whole day veri moody...sianz...wat can i do?...but i will still wait for her no matter wat...ok gtg le...signing off........................<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/23829879-114364073225417200?l=slient-luver.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>deathknighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03219302148854689821noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23829879.post-1143337654205142002006-03-25T17:36:00.000-08:002006-03-25T17:47:34.220-08:00haizz..nowaday become more lazy to blog liao so a few day den blog 1 time..went to c my EX_GAL blog again...N again felt tat i hav hurt her too much in the past...i hav made her be'cose of mi...jux saw my friend's blog..found a veri veri long messasge tat can teach mi a lesson..guys wif stead now read tis message now N learn to treassure ur gal...dun end up like mi...<br /><br />If a girl cries infront of you<br />It means that she cannot take it anymore<br />If u take her hand, she will stay with u for the rest of your life<br />If u let her go, she couldn't go back being herself anymore<br />A girl won't cry easily<br />except in front of the person whom she love the most<br />she becomes weak<br />A girl won't cry easily<br />Only when she loves u the most<br />she puts down her ego<br />Guys,If a girl is crying becos of you<br />please hold her hands firmly<br />cos she is the one who is willing to stay with u for the rest of yr life<br />Guys,If a girl is crying becos of you<br />please dun give her up<br />Maybe becos of yr decision<br />u ruin her life<br />when she cries in front of you<br />when she cries becos of you<br />look into her eyescan you feel the pain and hurt she is feeling?<br />think.which other girl has cried with pure sincerity,in front of you<br />and becos of you?<br />she cries not becos she is weak,<br />she cires not becos she wants sympathy or pity<br />she cries becos cryign silently is longer possible<br />the pain, the anogy,the hurt<br />have become too big a burden to be kept inside<br />Guys, think about it<br />If a girl cries her heart to you<br />and becos of you<br />It's time to look back on wad you hav done<br />Becos oni you will know the answer to it.<br />Do consider it,Cos one day,It may be too late for regrets,<br />It may be too late to say " i am sorry..."...<br />Do not always think you are right all the timethink carefully<br />everyone has a responsibility for wad they did<br />she may did wrong but who makes her do wrong?<br />a girl always need protection,<br />a girl always need care<br />girl always need someone beside her<br />to comfort her when she is sad girl always need support<br />when she is downall the needs comes form the guy that she loves,<br />not the frens who's always beside herguys.<br />dun be too demanding<br />it will harm you to lose a girl tat you love for the most of yr life<br />you may regret it for the rest of yr life,<br />Maybe in yr life,she is the one who loves you the mostso remember this lesson before it is too late......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/23829879-114333765420514200?l=slient-luver.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>deathknighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03219302148854689821noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23829879.post-1142777632626733252006-03-19T05:33:00.000-08:002006-03-19T06:13:52.640-08:00i m back...tis few dae alway veri late den reach home so lazy to blog...todae reach home like abt 9pm...still got a bit energy left cos jux now play badminton at JE spot complex for 3 hrs striaght...veri tired den after tat went makan zhi yong,gap peng N jeremy..eat finish liao den we walk around JP..went to arcade...den went home liao...todae can sleep early liao<br /><br />but i dun tink i can sleep lo...cos tis few dae veri "fan"..cannot sleep properly for afew nite liao...all b'cose of HER...i really can't live without HER...althought SHE rejected my patch...i will still oni luv HER N wait for HER no matter wat happen...i really regreted wat i did to her in the past...i gav her no freedom but if SHE is willing to come to mi...i swear to god tat i m not going to let tat happen again N i will treat her even better...i really hope tat SHE giv mi a second chance for mi to prove myself...but SHE now like another guy liao...but i will still wait for HER...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/23829879-114277763262673325?l=slient-luver.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>deathknighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03219302148854689821noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23829879.post-1142482240812667612006-03-15T20:02:00.000-08:002006-03-15T20:10:40.823-08:00hehez...i m back,yesterdae totally forgot abt blog...sorri sorri...i count the PINK PIGLETS liao..oni 80...haiz..sianz..still got 19 to go...nvm,later going out wif sheena N stella to celebrate stella B'dae...den can go buy PINK PIGLETS again..kk gtg liao bb...cya tonite...provided tat i dun forget or get too tired to write...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/23829879-114248224081266761?l=slient-luver.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>deathknighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03219302148854689821noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23829879.post-1142389260892556302006-03-14T17:15:00.000-08:002006-03-14T18:24:54.640-08:00haiz...yesterdae again reach home like abt 11pm..cos went to sentosa wif HER and some other friends...a happy but oso a sadz dae for mi..happy for being able to spend the whole dae wif HER but sadz cos she seems to sort of hate mi N dun wan to see mi...veri scared tat she will giv mi a negative when sch reopen...really hope tat she giv mi a second chance N trust mi once more...really feel like talking to her but i din cos i dun wan to giv HER extra pressure like wat i did in the past<br /><br />sadz...we left sentosa at abt 7 or 8pm..den went separate way cos we going to diferent place..SHE went home..i took taxi to jurong point...went to see doctor first cos alreadi sick for 2 weeks liao...den go eat wif zhi yong..after tat went to shop for PINK PIGLETS again..i tink got over 99 PINK PIGLETS liao..hehez..but haven count la...cos yesterdae put the PINK PIGLETS at zhi yong hse alreadi veri late...den went home straight so nv count...<br /><br />yesterdae kana bluff by 1 stupid idiot,early in the morning wake up go for training..reach sch den noe kana bluff liao...den went to zhi yong hse to see N count my PINK PIGLETS..in fact i now at zhi yong writing tis blog..actually he still sleeping now..hehez..ok,now not free liao..going to count my PINK PIGLETS liao..tell u all tonite got how many PINK PIGLETS ok..<br />GTG LIAO..BB = )<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/23829879-114238926089255630?l=slient-luver.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>deathknighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03219302148854689821noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23829879.post-1142270443494023942006-03-13T08:56:00.000-08:002006-03-14T18:21:25.493-08:0012.35am finally went home liao...tis afternoon nothing to do den when out myself cos cannot contact any1...den suddenly rmb next month is "HER" birthdae which oso reminded mi abt my 99 PINK PIGLETS plan...den went to alot of place jux to search for PINK PIGLETS...junction 8,westmall N combed the whole of orchard road...but oni found abt 62 PINK PIGLETS...consist of watch,hair bands,pencilcases,pencilholders,cushions,a miniseat N alot of soft toy...all got PINK PIGLETS 1..hehez...cost mi abt $1000 liao...but it's worth it cos its all for my one N oni...but no choice hav to put at zhi yong hse cos if my mum noe abt it she will chop into a thousand pieces..hahaz...but still got 37 PINK PIGLETS to go N tis is oni the first mission..still got 1 more veri difficult mission to do..to hav a veri nice photo wif oni i N HER in it...really hope tat when sch reopen SHE can giv mi the answer i wan N giv mi a second chance to be her guardian angel again to shower her wif all the luv i hav...anyway tommorow can go to sentosa wif HER..all b'cose of zhi yong;truly my brother...veri happi = ) but oso veri worry cos dun noe how to face her tommorow..haiz...but still happy cos can see her...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/23829879-114227044349402394?l=slient-luver.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>deathknighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03219302148854689821noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23829879.post-1142224112715661062006-03-12T20:16:00.000-08:002006-03-13T08:55:46.776-08:00morning wake up at abt 10am...den go play basketball actually is slam the ball...venting out anger N releasing stress cose both of us got stuck in luv web...i waiting for a veri important reply tat will affect the rest of my life...den zhi yong oso veri "cham" dunno how to sae la...den we shout out (our dream gal name..)" i luv u!!!!"...den we went separate way cos zhi yong going out wif his friend liao...den i oso dunno wat to do liao...haiz..sianz arhz..sadz dae..nvm...ok gtg liao..bb ; (<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/23829879-114222411271566106?l=slient-luver.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>deathknighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03219302148854689821noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23829879.post-1142183760126454882006-03-12T09:07:00.000-08:002006-03-12T09:17:21.276-08:00sorri sorri...too much tink happen in tis two dae...jux qurral wif father den ran out...writing tis blog at zhi yong hse..tink todae taunt here liao...den doing my blog up..nice rite,veri bb(buaba) hor..hehez...ok veri sianz liao wan to sleep liao..bb...thx for all ur time reading my blog...ur coperation is most appreicated..hahaz..logging offff....................................................<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/23829879-114218376012645488?l=slient-luver.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>deathknighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03219302148854689821noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23829879.post-1142183047542242942006-03-12T08:49:00.000-08:002006-03-12T09:04:07.550-08:00yesterdae nv write blog so todae muz write two..hehe...at nite reach home liao..veri tired den lazy to write blog but still went online den check email...den saw one email tat make mi feel like i m the luckiest guy in the world...an email tat make mi see hope in my life again...really hope tat SHE will giv mi a second chance to be the one hu protect her from any harm..the one hu shower her wif all my luv...i promise tat i will not hurt her again...wat i wan her to noe is tat she is my evertink,without her my life is meanless..N i wan everying to be perfect for her N nth else...i ask her for patch le..now waiting for her reply...i will respect her decision no matter wat but i will still oni luv her N wait for her...everlasting luv<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/23829879-114218304754224294?l=slient-luver.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>deathknighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03219302148854689821noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23829879.post-1142182175168781882006-03-12T08:26:00.000-08:002006-03-12T09:16:30.200-08:00hihi i m back...yesterdae reach home like abt 12 midnite..veri tired so lazy so nv write blog cose went out wif kelvin N sheena...actually sae wan to go cine watch movie den go Kbox 1...in the end dunno how we ended up in marina bay eating seafood buffet...the stupid kelvin bring us anyhow walk den dunno walk to ware..waste our energy...eating bufffet tat time other ppl was like eating so busily not making much noise lo...but we were like making noise(kaw pei kar bu) all the time when we eating cose all the tink dun noe y keep exploding then all of u kana the oil..not oni 1 time lo alot of time arhz...darn pain arhz...but we all like out of mind..kana oil so pain still can laugh..all forget to take medicine..hahaz<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/23829879-114218217516878188?l=slient-luver.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>deathknighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03219302148854689821noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23829879.post-1142022975193730142006-03-10T11:49:00.000-08:002006-03-10T12:36:15.206-08:00often oni when u lose some1 then u will start to tink of ur own fault...felt so guilty of how i treated my ex-stead in the past...too eager to proven to ppl tat BGR will not affect our study...stress her too much to get gd result...cose a cheerful gal to turn dull and sad...one of my biggest regret for our relationship...my attitude also made her to hav stress...maybe luv her too much tat i would expect her to love mi as much...tinking back i m jux being too selfish cose luving a person shouldn't talk abt how much we luv each other,it's abt caring N protecting the opposite party from any harm,even if it will cost my life,i will still do it...my attitude had oso cause her to get stuck between mi N her friends...getting dispute wif her best friends over mi...biggest regret of my life is tis relation of our...first time thought of patching wif a gal even after she ditch mi...i dare to swear to my life tat she is the one gal tat i truly luv and most deeply...i hav talk to ZY abt it...sort of cried in front of him...really miss her...i sort of cried and can't sleep for at least two whole weeks after we broke up...i really can't do it without her...i will change every bad point abt myself jux for her sake...i again swear my life on it...most importantly swearing on everytink in my life tat i will protect and wait for her in slient no matter wat happen...of course i hope tat she can get back to my side N i will cherish her,let her hav her own way no matter wat if not i will still wait for her forever<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/23829879-114202297519373014?l=slient-luver.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>deathknighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03219302148854689821noreply@blogger.com0